I blame the hormones, but 5 minutes after I took this photo, I balled my eyes out. we were all out for a walk with the dog and for the first time in forever, Sebastian was awake when we passed the park! Cue lots of shouting and requests to play and go on the swings… So Dadda pushed Sebastian and I sat with Theo & the dog on the bench. Dadda then, after laughing his head off, while Sebastian squealed with delight told me that, that had been the first time he had pushed our boy on a swing. This totally broke my heart. Stupid work, stupid being self employed, stupid stupid stupid. It should be a totally ordinary moment, but that was one I need to treasure.